so it is back to the drawing board - Thank god for good and multiple group of friends :)
And I must say it again "Ceased and Deceased FIGS"

So finally God has grant me an answer - a Simple answer that could have been given earlier , much much earlier than now.

Such a waste of resource - such a tease .
Indeed , the fairer sex from that particular town does precide their reputation. A whooping 110%.

Good news is - I can finally get back to my life once more. No thanks to her.
A Friend indeed.

Yeah , in retropective - my astrology is indeed extremely accurate this year.
I will definitely be scary next year.

Excerpt from the moment - As it seems now this blog has been secluded from its hay days of multiple regular viewer. Yet one can never be too careful with a public blog and all information sharing that actually come from cyberspace

Now as expected (I dunno whether I'm just too smart -"Yes blowing my own trumpet once again" - but I saw it coming not once but Thrice now. The question is should I continue with my endeavour or not? That is the question indeed. My gut feeling as the previous post - is that I'm being played a fool for someone ego. Boy I hope I'm wrong - but my gut feeling also let to the accurate prediction of the "thrice" scenario. So I soldier on once again till it reach the 4th and fifth time- with this I can safely say that I DID TRY , I put up a struggle, I fought the good fight , against an overwhelming lack of information within a shroud of elusiveness and multiple misdirection - that even with the ultimate tool - I could not penetrate and peek within - several pieces were chipped away to gather a small insight - but those were lucky coincidence and still bring me no closer to the truth. In-short no one like to be let by the nose through a path with misdirected hints for the sole purpose of "fuh" . The sooner I get to the end and find out the Truth (If I ever would know) the sooner the faster I can proceed with my next step. Stage 2 .

On another note , it probably took 28 years of my life to properly realised who my so called "real" friends are/really is . I forsee a massive Facebook -de/friending exercise in the pipeline for the near future.

Time will tell - it never lets down.

Honestly It has been a while or rather a long time since I actually blog proper with TEXT and not just attached photo and add commentaries.

It comes a time after several months of reflection that maybe I've been taken for a ride. On a whimp and fancy of of someone ego to please - to play the fool and keep the ring at the same time. It's either that or being a typical Virgo Rooster (The ultimate deep critical contextual thinker) I've been thinking way too much and trying to intepret the resoning ,action ,reaction ,underlying cause and between the lines too much in order to justify ,comprehend and accept the situation. Intepretation and visualization in slow mo with multiple rewind ,reverse and in-out zoom. Which all can be solved with a simple answer or hint to dispel all qualms and uncertainty, maybe there were hints that I was too daft too pick it out - or just part of the "game" that intented it too be too vague which causes me to be where I'am now.

Life would be simplier if everything is direct - unfortunately everything else is mostly gray in this world of fools of kings and beggars geniuses. Oxymoronic indeed.

As all whom I have advised time and time before - it is time to advise myself as though it is Me, Myself and I of a 3 entity conscience having a forum in an Extraordinary meeting to determine my next course of action.

As before I shall stick to the timeline - I don't give up without a fight , nor will I go silently into the night. If I do go down I will go down with a bang and a massive struggle as with the early pioneers of history.

It's been a long time, longer than most cases. 2 out 4. 2 more to go over perhaps a week or two or three or more. Then if there's no progress - I will do a mirroring effect to protect myself - after all , who would not protect themselves for harm? Wouldn't you? Nor You ?

It seems my course of action is crystal clear now - a broadcast will be the next road , followed by pro-active intervention and in a decade perhaps or before -there's always the safety net of the postal service.

But like all Admiral, Commander, Generals ,Captains and perhaps even politicians who plan their master plan and navigational course, unseen suprises do happen.
Sea monster ,Storms, Pirates, Disease, Famine, Ghost perhaps? or worse mutiny and betrayal.

Yet I will hold through to God like the northern star of Polaris., which will giude my vassal through thick and thin, storm or thunder, snow and ice, Hale and even volcanic molten lava.

That is my course I have plotted , That is my path. Call me a dreamer , Call this a Rambling of Inanity perhaps.

As written in history memoriable - Time will indeed tell , whether all effort are for naught or the other.

Over and out.

And now form ore photos!!
Maggi and Desmond Wedding :) What a smile :P


The wedding guy gang

And now my office pics - Network Infrastructure team - Asia Pacific

Asia Pacific Engineering and Technical Support

A Close up :)