Shadowlight Returns :: The Light Beyond The Shadows 2.3b The Light beyond the Shadows: 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Yup I'm experimenting with Picture Blog for the first time. Just some photos during my years in the states, mainly Lexington Kentucky during my undergrad days.

Enjoy!



Which one is Christin and Which one is me? Posted by Hello

I'll tell you later .
Some of you may have seen this picture before so ShHhHhh
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Nope not cousins , eventhough some homey back then in the states thought so . Me and Huey Wen infront of Buckingham Palace, London 2002 Posted by Hello
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Lexington, Kentucky 3 years back . "Rented Apt Party" . Hanging out with the 'People' Posted by Hello
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Friday, February 25, 2005


My gothic Alter Ego Posted by Hello

gothic - characterized by gloom and mystery and the grotesque; "gothic novels like `Frankenstein'"

I always believe everyone has a darker side, it's just whether the darker side is hidden or has a more dominant manifestation.
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Thursday, February 24, 2005

Numa Numa


Check this out
http://www.jeffiscool.com/numanuma.html

Make sure your speakers are working.
Damn Funny
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

I HAVE COME TO SEE

I have come to see the face,
Amiable like old brooms,
I have come to see the shades
That from distant spot they smile to me.

I have come to see the walls
In the ground or still on indifferently,
I have come to see the things,
The sleepy things this way.

I have come to see the seas
Slept in Italian small basket,
I have come to see the doors,
The work, the tile roofs, the virtues
Of yellow color already I expire.

I have come to see the death
And its graceful network to hunt butterflies,
I have come for esperarte
With the arms somewhat in the air,
I have come I do not know why;
A day I was on the awares: I have come.

For that reason I want to salute without insistence
To so many things than more amiable:
The friends of celestial color,
The days of variable color,
The freedom of the color of my eyes;

The niñitos of so clear silk,
The boring burials like stones,
The security, that insect
That it nests in the steering wheels of the light.

Invisible good bye, loving candies,
I feel not to have slept in your arms.
I only came by those kisses;
You keep the lips in case I return.

Luis Cernuda
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Monday, February 21, 2005

HE VENIDO PARA VER

He venido para ver semblantes
Amables como viejas escobas,
He venido para ver las sombras
Que desde lejos me sonríen.

He venido para ver los muros
En el suelo o en pie indistintamente,
He venido para ver las cosas,
Las cosas soñolientas por aquí.

He venido para ver los mares
Dormidos en cestillo italiano,
He venido para ver las puertas,
El trabajo, los tejados, las virtudes
De color amarillo ya caduco.

He venido para ver la muerte
Y su graciosa red de cazar mariposas,
He venido para esperarte
Con los brazos un tanto en el aire,
He venido no sé por qué;
Un día abrí los ojos: he venido.

Por ello quiero saludar sin insistencia
A tantas cosas más que amables:
Los amigos de color celeste,
Los días de color variable,
La libertad del color de mis ojos;

Los niñitos de seda tan clara,
Los entierros aburridos como piedras,
La seguridad, ese insecto
Que anida en los volantes de la luz.

Adiós, dulces amantes invisibles,
Siento no haber dormido en vuestros brazos.
Vine por esos besos solamente;
Guardad los labios por si vuelvo.

Luis Cernuda
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

I have come to see the Seas


he venido para ver los mares


nice
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Friday, February 18, 2005

MY Sis Opera

I honestly didn't my sis could sing that well . Me being a big Phantom of the opera fan had somehow influenced my younger sis.

She's playing as Christine Dae in her Uni play "Phantom Of the opera".
Imagine my little sis with no form of voice training , singing opera?

Heard her practise singing , it wasn't that bad. didn't know she could sing that high a tone (when she's not screaming)

Fascinating
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Iko ka ? Rakuen


Sashiburina Xue San.
Rakuen dai yo Rakuen.
Iko ka?


Rakuen : Paradise
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Monday, February 14, 2005

Happy Valentine day

Hi 3 words of advice from expereince for today:

For those who are coupled :Relish, treasure , honor , dont' take things for granted and most importantly love unconditionally if the love is true to one another. Always remember you don't know what you have till you lose it.

For those who are still looking: Don't give up, There's a time for everything, It may not be your time yet but it will come one day, so prepare yourself for you may dissapoint the other when the time come if you're not prepare. Prepare by not losing hope and not entering the darker negative aspect of life.

For those who have given up hope: All is not lose yet, as countless people can attest to it throughout history. It is in the soul that one is valued at the end of the day. Setbacks are common and there is only one universal truth "Change is constant" , So once you hit rock-bottom, the only way to go is UP.


Happy Valentine day my dear friends.
(munch chocolates)
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

Passion

Let's see from my 23 years as a human, Noble Humans as what some entities called us. Sometimes I wonder whether we should be as the animals? Life would had been so much simpler.

From What I know 'Passion' is what drive humans. A human must have passion, whether it is passion in work, studies, eating or even loving. 'Passion' is what differentiate humans emotionally from the rest.

But do we stop there? No we humans must always have something to blame, something to hate , something to envy, as well as something to love.

Passion, ladies and gentleman. The beholdment of the consiousness of humankind. Whether it is used to construct or destroy lies in the individual choices of each and everyone of us.

Believe me when I say we all have 'Choices' . It is only a matter of whether we want to 'see' the choices or not. Naturally some choices are more obvious than the other , alas choices.

Should I go on a year trip to Angola (Is that the right spelling) and live in an army camp?

Or will it be the absolute zero of the Russian Shakalin (Is that the right spelling) oil rigs on the Caspian Sea?

What will my 'Passion' be?


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Friday, February 04, 2005

An optimistic dream

My good friend Dee wei wrote this in an e-mail recently about the Bratty "gang"
I hope we can live up to that dream one day!!

Dear all,
Yes indeed Chinese New Year is approaching=) Well in the year of the Rooster, I hope that you all will have a brilliant and exciting year. Can't believe it's another year. In fact, there's so many things happening. Sometimes I wonder if we'd all be able to meet in a 'Central Perk' of our own and perhaps listening to Jason playing the guitar, Azri making jokes about Klang & Lawyers, Eng Hock suggesting ways of buying over Star, Daryan making crazy theories about Operasi Lenyek Penyek and presenting pantuns, syairs and puisi, Matt dancing to the rhythm and tune of Jason's playing, Bea thinking of new styles in fashion to display, Grace making comments on black liquor while looking blur doing it, Poh Si introducing international interest and flavour into the group, Matt Wong defending Lawyers but joining in the fun of making jokes about Klang. It does sound really nice *smile*
That's something worth looking forward to. Till then have a great time, a great CNY celebration and an even greater year ahead.
Well it's back to work. Have a great week and weekend ahead.
Truly

Yup Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Weird DreAm


I got back early today and took a nap and I had a really weird dream.

It was kind of surreal.
Here I was with Daryan's Angels. Yes you gals know who you are
But were all married with kids!!??
and the "kids" were doing kids stuff with each other!

Which I find it very weird

All the sudden I feel very old
and weird
and kind of proud too
ok things are getting weirder by the minute

WeIrD

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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

WhumMMMmM Beating the system

Interesting,
Beating the system reminds me of solving an ADD math questions. So simple yet so hard if not known.

On a lighter note I have passed my 8th Microsoft Exam.
Now I'm also a MCDBA, Microsoft Certified Database Administrator.

This is to compliment my other Microsoft Titles, MCP, MCSA and MCSE.

I've now close my chapter on Microsoft certification and am now reading on Cisco.

Hopefully I'll be CCNA by mid year.

p/s The American dream is not dead yet.


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