Turn of a Screw

So when you think something is over , it actually pops out when you least expected it.
Just when you thought a situation can't deteriorate any worse it did,
just when you thought you took every precaution and step not to hurt someone you ended up hurting the person,
It's not easy trying to followthe old and honorable code which costs self sacrifice, but I guess learning from the past, self-sacrifice of this kind are required to avoid a worse outcome.

btw, Happy New Year people

my new year resolution if you must know is to
1) Get more sleep (yup 5 hours on avg sleep is enough for studying full time but not working full time+ study part time)
2) Be an MCSE or beyond (yup preferbly beyond)
3)Pray more (Need to get closer to god)
4) Smile more (Smile and the world will smile back, need to be less melancholic)

Need more time

Here we go again , thanks to some encouragement I'm expected to pull off another "Daryan feat", "After all your Daryan what you could pull it off"

Yah if only it's that easy, 4th microsoft exam oneday before chinese new year, hope i pass again, (yup look at the word pass,) Yup yup as long as I pass.

Among other things a good friend just left the country, another one out of reach in the way but shall return, in due time in due time butonly time will tell.

Whummm ughhhhhhhhhhhh need to do some shopping

After Da Xmas

ok ate too much, drank too much, had fun too much.
guess what? next week its new year and more holidays!! but next week is the week where my self holidays end and it's time to hit the books again.

my 4th microsoft exam is just before chinese new year next year, means around 20th january ugh so much to study got to start to study

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wooooooo nice xmas pressiessssssssss

konks

Merry Xmas!!!

ok been eating too much and been having a little too much fun and TT session for my own good
MErry xmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

ZZzzzzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

C O OOOOKIEEEEEEE

Nyum nyum nYum gulp Burpsss NYUM YUMMY
COOKIE GOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD DELICIOUSSSSS LIKE NUTSSSsss BUT COOKIES ARE BISCUITS the same (But not in the US) but still gooddddddddddd


NYUM NYUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

FOOD COOKIEEEE ALMOSSS COOKIEEEEEEEEEE
Crunch Crunchhhhh
Get your own Cookies These are MINE miNEEe muahauhauahuahauhauahauhaaa
u know scooby snacks? Cookies are my snacksS!!! COOKIE COOKIEE DOOOOOOOoooooooooooooo MOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooo

So all isn't all well as planned

whumm point to ponder: When you think it's all well and when people thought they saw that all was well , things aren't actually all that well to begin with.

Whumm if I can plot it in a graph I can see this slow transgression or metamorphosis into a darker more bitter side of things..

whumm philosophy to ponder: Are changes good? or when only you're changing forthe better, but then when do you know that wat you're changing that may seem for the worse isn't really for the better instead? (scratches head)

whumm fact to ponder: People change as constantly as time changes

Whummm bedtime to ponder: Time to Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ACk LOTR AcK

First thing first LOTR ROTK goodddddd good but tis over , its over!!! and they left out a lot of bits and pieces from the book.

Another Ack Ackkkk should really get to studying again but dumb computer game not fninish yet so how how and too many holidays starting so no mood or sort of no mood, so how now brown cow?????

Scary Stuff

worked overtime again,.. some people ahh are so so SO IT stupid and I mean mega Tera IT stupid that they made me go round and round in circles trying to figure out something when in fact it's nothing to do with me but it something to do with them, comprende?
nvm

too tired too explain gonna Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

WhUMmM forgot to blog?

Ok so what makes someone forgot to blog?
1) Tired/exhaustion
2) sleepy..well it's kind of like 1) but its different, you see sleeping is more towards a hobby and luxury
3) Got new computer game thAt is really stupidly addictive (KOTOR short for Knightyso f the old replublic)
4) Working overtime, when your manager works overtime with you and comes to work when he's having a high fever, shows that I'm in for more long hoursSs crap
5)ErRrr more sleep? need to eat

Well I guess everything

CowS reunited?!

Ok ahem Ahem (clears throat) MOoooooooOOOoooooooooooooooooDa OuG gang has been reunited in a somewhat MMoOOoing reunion tonight. The funny thing is like nothing has changeD!!!!!!!!!! WaHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh like no one ever left Malaysia...
whummm except my hair and the way I dReSs. (Wear stuff not a Dress)
me with a Dress? AGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh stop imagining stuff That's HORRible

ahem ahem MoOoOooO

ok work work work, temperary stopped on the studying bit since they didn't pass me the text book yet and as for working ..err overtime I guess. can't wait to have my
COOKIE and NuTS!!

and nope I'm not NUTS!!

MOoooooooooooOooooooooooooooo

Ravel

OK Da studying have sort of stopped for a while because I've met my superiors short term target. 3 microsoft exams in one month is no joke. Sort of burned out.

I'm supposed to start on my 2 other exams and hopefully will be done with them by the end of January or early February.

Wil ltry to go slow since I'm feeling sort of burned out.

Bowee Guana with nini bun anyone?

But knowing me as soon as I get the textbooks and lab simulations for the 4th exam I'll be on another marathon, It'll be really fitting if I can pass my 4th exam before Christmas (very unlikely) or before the new year (probable)

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz KOTOR Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

A time to blog

Yes there is a time for everything, and today is the time to blog.
First of all, since several people pointed out to me ,I shall admit that I'm a bit if not a lot of a nacissistic. It's just me, but I'm being a nicissist with the proper prove and facts to my nacissism. Nevermind.

I'm honestly having very strong pondering thought about the relevance of an overseas degree. So your family and you spent a bomb to get an overseas degree..but to what end then? If you're planning to work overseas then yes, but in this troubled time thinks aren't as rosie as the years of yester past.

Another troubling fact is the old wives tale of studying something technical or engineering and with that You would have a good future. To what end, I guess there are exceptions in all scenarios, like an american friend engineer who is being paid the same pay as me for 2 years eventhough I've started working like 4 weeks ago, and my pay is the industry average pay for an engineer. But on theo the hand there we have a local grad who work for 6 months time who is earning almost 2/3 of the individual total pay of me and my peers. Of course there is another exception of this British engineering grad who was unemployed for a year and finally got his first pay as 3K per month, but then its at the cost of his life, as in really no life. I thought I had no life, but compared to him I have the lives of cats.

So either I'm turning into this green eyed monster of a pirate or the id from my subconsious recesses has finally manifest since I've temperary stopped studying for my MCSE exams.

BaHHhHHHhHhhHhhHh at this point I rather be Johnny Debb stranded in a caribean island in the middle of nowhere..UgHh something tell me I'm in the shitlist of someone ,UgHhhhh need sugar and Zzzzzz.

ZzzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Yay yay I did it again, I'm 3/7 Through to my certification..Zzzzzzzzzzzzz need to ZzzzZZzzzz so tired. Now don't have to listen to the wimp and fancy of my superiors to take the exams in an accelerated and almost impossible pace (Boy I showed them) , but it was really close.. closer than the last exam, either I'm slipping or the exams are getting harder and the time shorter,,,whummmm the syllabus are getting more complex too Ughhh
need too Zzzzzzzzzzz

Didn't you know?

Ok OkKKkKkk here's another schedule upset. My next Exam was on friday. NOW ITS THURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
RArRGgHhghghHhhhgHGg (starts running up and down the isle a dozen time)

HuFfF PUFFfFffFffFffffff

Quote from a senior colleague " IF PM(Project manager not D'PM) can do it when he was your age why not you"

BUt I'm NOT MR. Microsoft qualified certified genius whose professional titles are 5 times longer than his actual full name.

But I'am on the track to be one......
UgHHhhhHh
Rule no.1, when you graduate with a degree, you thought at first that will be the last time you study or take an exam (unless you're going for masters). Guess Again!!