Dissapointed.

Sometimes ahh I feel people who have been working too long "Bring back their company policy/culture" to their perosnal life.

I was just asking a mutual friend an e-mail address of a very close friend of me whumm I meet up very regulary to be given to another mutual friend in the states. I see him so often ,I don't bother to e-mail , I CALL or HECK meet in MAMAK store, but the e-mail is for a friend in the States.

Anyway because of "Work culture"or "whatsoever" I got to wait for approval for the e-mail from the person ? WTFK? I mean the friend not giving me the e-mail knows how close I 'am with him and even his sister. Heck we meet up once a week on a regular basis ,even slept in his house , "abuse his sister" and "been abuse by his sister also",

Dissapointing, honestly, imagine if it was an emergency, "I need a hospital number" , "I'm sorry but I must apply for approval for the hospital to give you the hospital number"

(shows middle finger), and people said I'm unreasonable!

Ahhhhhh The tension is creeping in, no matter how much preparation I put in, I always feel I'm still unprepared to face the problems/challenges ahead on the Project. Especially ESPECIALLY a one man show cleaning someone else Project. A 2 man or more show would have bee much less stressful, heck "there would be 2 or more of us, so if we die we all die together", but in this case I'm Rambo, and Rambo dies alone, AhhgHgh, As usual like in Shanghai I'll soldier own as Rambo again!! This time Kiwiland and Down Under Watch out!!. Ohh I forgot, here's a pic of me recently (Yes I've started to tie my hair again,,hahaha it's long again!!, dman proud ya, used to have the longest hair among all of my "gals" friends) at a Leo Club Function last week. The Mask I wear represents the intensity of office politics in working life or at least mine , and the mask I wear everyday, Called it 2 face, but a times I feel I'm a Hexagonial Face, Aghgh back to work 

Life and Death,

A moment of silence please,

A very good friend parent had just passed away.
At times like this, At event like this, it sincerely gives me a shock.
A wake up call, more like it, on how fragile life is, and how precious things we value that are priceless can just be taken from us in a stroke of a clock hand,
precious things we take for granted especially,

So all those office politics, rivalry, enemies, petty arguments , jealousy , old wounds and regrets seems so trivial and far away compared to the reality and fragility of life. Those things are not even worth our time, spend time on something that is worth your time,that is valuable and priceless.

My advice as a peer to everyone,

And now a picturesque screenshot from "the bund" overlooking Shanghai and Pearl Tower (Yup the tower on the right), no pics of me because my Kung Fu in night photography has yet to improved. 

Nanjing Street in Shanghai (Yes where the "Chinese Mafia" used to rule like all those 7.00 p.m chinese soap operas/sitcom 

Yup I know I'm overdue!! I promised Pictures of Shanghai from my business trip in April, Yikes 6 months overdue! Anyway, here it is inBlack in front of "Yuan Garden" in Shanghai, very beautiful place, one of those typical Emperor/Empress garden-palaces 

On The RunNnnnn...


Yup yup it looks pretty firm, my next foreign legionairy assignment will be at the Southern Front, There I will do battle in Kiwiland for 2 weeks before proceeding under the cover of night to DownUnder and meet up with the KAngaroo Resistance.

This time It will be very physical and almost a one man show (if you don't include Houston on the other side of my Cell phone)

I'm actually a bit worries/stress/ er something over the prooject, as usual without heads or tails it was rushed to me again, (I get the feeling I'm the team rubbish man, which ever project has problem they just Dial 1-800-SHADOWLIGHt-CLEAN-UP and I'll take over the projects and finsih it.

Man this is happening too often this would now be my 3+2 =5 Projects I've cleaned up.

If all preparations are done I'll leave for a 3 weeks Tour of Duty early next month.

Aye Mate, Bring on the Sheilas!

and yes rub noses like the KIWI!

And just in case you haven't heard or know whats KLCC Twin Tower is ?, it is the tallest structure in Malaysia (not too sure about the world now, heard that Taiwan now has the tallest world structure).Yup and it is directly opposite my company buildingand the park in between, yes I love my view from my office. A view to a kill. 

AhHh I'm on call,. well here's a pic where I work, ExxonMobil tower in Kuala Lumpur Malaysia, right beside the KLCC Park facing opposite the KLCC Twin Towers. (No its not a hotel and a swimming pool, thats a public pool for toddlers in the park) 

Me at Work , Posing at Company Logo (Seoul Branch) 

Evaluation Day...


Oh the dreadedness, felt like a dissertation presentation except in front of the managers.

At least if I convert my performance at work to an academic scale, I've achieved an 'A' .
Yay YaYyYyYyYy, hopefully will have a nice "fat" increment too mauauahauhsus . (OK I'm having visions of grandeur)

On another note, one of my colleagues is not comfortable on a Project in Down under and Kiwiland. So guess who are people looking to clean up somebody mess?

Looks like I may take a trip to those countries after all,

ughh I just got back (less than a month) and I haven't really wrap up all the paper work on my last 3 country global stint project and it looks I may need to prepare for two more.

Give me a break mannnnnn...

AggHGhGhGhgHgHg back to work

Burn'd OuT.


UgHhh ogggg been working for 72 hours non stop in Port dickson with only 6 hours of sleep, Hotel was fantastic, unfortunately I was only awake for 2 hours in it (the rest was sleeping),
I smell of "fumes" , my hair is the mess, dread the "management" review on monday,
Think I'll go back to sleep..

AhhHh Bah Kut teh in Ampang tomorrow.


On other note : Comprehension on these sort of things is beyond my limited knowledge and experience, but I get the feeling I'm being 'Snub' off just because that person "hiM/Her" had risen in Statu quo. My comments on thatto the general public "Like That ah, "LAn Si" alreadylah when things are oging your way, just don't expect us to pick you up when the "Turn of the Screw" begins. (Waves middle finger).

pp/s I apologize for the profanity, but as you see, not having "R and R" (Rest and relaxation) in the last 72 hours with Blood shot red eyes from being awake too much and a mentally strain brain drain even make a "Dude" in a foul mood.

pks/ Now that the "Taiping standardsize sis" has left to Semenyih, my weekends will get much duller.

Heck I'm going to sleep,
The world can screw itself for all I care.

Happy Birthday!!

yup yup is my BirthdaY!!! well Yesterday actually,

Thank you everyone for the well wishes and makaning sessions.

yup yup now I'm going on hiatus for a short while (ginsss) ok I'm back.

Yes dementedly demented , too much whiskey,

but wait! It's back to work tomorrow.

Dang