What do we Really Want, What do we Really Need?

Time and time again, I drift off to contemplate this issues? Would being a multi-billionaire be what exactly I want or need? Will being a CEO of Bussiness Tycoon solve the problems? Or will it just add on to those problem, solve them and create new problems?

Everyone has problems, it's unrealistic to say that some people don't. The most important thing is being happy, being happy with that you have, what you've gained, what you've learned throughout the turbulent journey we called life. Some fare better ,some fare less, but who are we to judge how Happy they are?

What do you really Really want? Do you actually know? Do you know who knows? Do you know how you would know? If so When?

This reminds me of a starry night on a soft blue-grass bed on a hill side in Kentucky, nothing but the stars and the gentle breeze of wind, very much like the evening in Wellington on that little mole hill overlooking the bay and crystal blue water of the southern pacific tip. In Memories, that's all. Engraved in my mind , inner peace.

That's life, like the sound of virgin snow falling at a busy street in Brussels, undescribable. Or at the park in Kentucky. The sound of the Autumn wind belowing in Chicago, The low rhythm of Miami, The rabbits in Hyde park, The sound of wave splashes on Daytona Beach. The haze of KL.

That's life.

OKkk you'll be shock thaat one point in my life I wanted to look like this Gothic Jap Rock Group. ^_^ . except I had blueish/green hair. Whumm they do look like Roman Arcani in a way too..interesting 

Food for thought!


Well not food , check this out : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Article_153_of_the_Constitution_of_Malaysia

Very interesting, just something to think about.
No offence given nor taken.

W00T , Just a Perasan shot of me in Wellington! (Yes noticed the film camera not digital ) 

Dark Forces! 

"The dark and The Fair" (left to right) , Me, Darth Navin ,Cous Teckiee , Sir Azam (Yes Darth Vader looks a wee bit shorter today)) 

Siths' VS Pseudo Phantom 

Yes Solo costume of me during the annual dinner 

And now for the overdue annual dinner pic . (From left to right, Cous Teckiee, me and Mr.M in our so called "Costumes") 

Lethargically Bored.

Damn officially in less than 12 hours my 2 weeks Holiday END. It's back to work, I estimated more than 1000 mails to read in my absence, and if in lucky my mail box at office did not overshot its quota and my 101 passwords did not expire , if they did a very lengthy process of reactivating them will take me halfa day (more downtime on e-mail reading/replying).

I'm starting to feel the grumpiness of age, and heck I'm not even mid 2o yet!, a lot of people do say at times I tend to act way older for my age (minus the once in a blue moon mood swings).

Ah Just for kicks , got another meme. the contagious disease has spread from Charley Warley Barley AKA No.1 domain to here.

Well here it goes 5 Random Fact about myself

1) My Hair was streaked in green ,red , blue, brown and blonde in sucession (not all at once) and the longest length my hair was till my waist.
Trivial: My hair was originally dyed blue, but at time progress it faded to green ,brown and lastly blonde over a time span of 9 months)

2) I'm a club/org freak, from High-school till now , the worse was holding 3 executive officer post during the final year in uni (Student Govt , International Student Council and Malaysian student org) not to mention membership in a handful of other club/orgs and honor societies (Betta Gamma Sigma and Omicron Delta Kappa)

3) I naturally pronounce "R"as "W" so when I pronounce my name, Daryan, it sounds like "Dawyan" , yup the subtlety of pronounciation. And among friends, it became my singature as well.

4)I love orchaestras and balletes as much as I like dancing in the night clubs with Ambient Trance andHouse music. I get looks from acquaintance when I join them for a disco session then ight before and say I'm attending a black tie orchaestra the next day or vice-versa.

5) I have a phobia with bumblebees, sheeshh secret. So I flinch sometimes when people where those bumblebees pull over/sweaters or when a bee with prominent black and yellow stripes comes into close proximity. Nope I won't overturn "mamak" tables as another friend would on cats. I'll probably just flee, really FAST. How did I get the phobia? Well that's another story.

This meme has been detoxified by my domain anti-contagion division, so nobody is required to do this meme unless they themselves wanted to do it.