Remiscence of Reality,
Times have really changed . Either I'm having too much free time on my job , or by some unknown reason yet my social life have become "kaput".
I remember there wasa time I was talking to a friend of mine and her elder sister just come back from work and sit at home on Friday or Saturday night and just stay at home.
This is happening to me now, and it seems kind of impossible yet surreal that this is happening to me now! OMG. Not that I didn't put any effort to remedy the , just happened the usual people I hang out with are sick, and the other had their relative passed away, Out with their GF and spouses, Away on Work amd etc.. "Where had the time gone", there was once a time I had 4-5 appointments on those day and could only go to 2-3 !.
If I'm in Shanghai next weekend I'll deffinitely be out and roving around in the weekeknds even though my mandarin is as good as zero and I do not know anyone in the city.
But at my home ground? This is so depressing.
Maybe I should get a job that work me to the bones,
I didn't believe my Senior colleague at first when he said , he finished off his annual leave by just sitting in the shopping complex bench and looked at the shoppers for 3 days because he couldn't get anyone to do/get in contact with, and he is only in his early 30's.
Gosh I sincerely hope this does not happened to me! Life of a Metropolist Capitalist Yuppie.
It makes people with jobs that work them to the bone till 10.pm every day a blessing.
I know now you all would be saying , "Get a GF and get married"
Well my answer to that is : "Easier said than done"
Time for some inconsistent mussing:
1) Will persistentcy actually work? I have yet to seen it prove itself
2) The world is challenging me, can I defeat the ways of the world? Idealistic I maybe. Maybe too much.
3) I refuse to be another statistic of the status quo
4) 28 would be a nice cut off period to re-evaluate things
5) At least everyone is happy.
6) I would not give up so easily, this I promise the world..grrrrr