Pending it all up
Sigh , so what do you do when you really put all your effort into something, fought for it, thought you got what you fought for, was enjoying it and then suddently it all came crashing down, salvaging what's left isn't that enjoyable too.
The worse part is when you reflect on the "So called Happy times" which by all means should have been as time is so precious, so precious that it shouldn't be spoiled just because of someone pride and childishness. those "happy times" are now a trigger of some distraught and unhappiness, call it turbulance if you wish.
sigh sigh,
where should I draw the line?