Shadowlight Returns :: The Light Beyond The Shadows 2.3b The Light beyond the Shadows: 09/01/2003 - 10/01/2003

Tuesday, September 30, 2003

Knock Knock

guess what happened?
I went and check my mail, duhh usual stuff and then whummmmmmm a perculiar
letter. To Daryan Toh from University of New Mexico.

Suddently, Tad DahHhHHhh you hAve been accepted into the MBA program.
I was like HUH????

Up till now I've sort of writte off going back to the states to do masters and focus on either getting a job or going to Oz to do my masters.

Wowwww.,,,,,,whumm ahfghh HK leos coming tomorrow
busy busy
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Monday, September 29, 2003

Dhat Mid Likve Klisis

Whummmm this maybe a sign of growing up or expanding from the realms of "Study" which most Malaysian are or had been dwellin in since they entered primary school till they graduate with a Bachelord degree.. whumm a total of 15-17 years !!!

So when you attended an interview and said you and the 48 rest were chosen from the 500 resume sent you really start to ponder.
1) Of course those people selected will start bragging chehh im good.
2) next the scary thought of shit times are really bad will start to settle in.
3) What i f i don't survive the second filter?

Which i did not AHGGghHgHGhGhGhghgHGhGg why? tak cukup work expereince.
This work experience thingy is starting to really tickle me off. To do a masters in the states i need work expereince to get a job i also need work expereince.
What's a guy with a CGPA of 3.95 and an excellent curricular track record got to do to
escape this "Dhat Mid Likve Klisis"

1) Start pestering aunts/cousins/parents to start pulling strings to get a job. Whumm probably be my last resort

2)Boot myself to do masters in Oz by early next year or sept next year to the Land of the Redcoats. US masters since to be going down the drain dramatically with both intra and inter factors.

3)Apply and apply for more jobs? so far i'vebeen only applying jobs from multi-national companies , its probably time to try the local sdn.Bhd.


Oh well other pressing matters are arising, HK leos will be down soon.
ughHHHHHhh

whumm hat do you call someone who isn't in either of this category "The hunter or the hunted" but can be either one if he wants to be?


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Thursday, September 25, 2003

I think i'm constipated!!!

me:wAh serioussS????
myself: Dohhh of course not
I: Grow up PEople Grow UP
me: Cheh what happened to your sense of humour?
myself: We all need to be a kid sometime you know
I: (Fumess and stomp out the subconsious plane)

Me: Anyway it looks like we'l lbe going to a LINKIN PARK CONCERT!!!!!!!!!! WOOOO hOOOOOOOOOO WO HOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooo
(jumps up and downs in enthuatism )

MOooooooOoooooooooooOooooooooooooooo


p/s Shell e-mailed me . They said I was an excellent canditate but unfortunately they didn't have any openning in their company. DUHHHhhhhhhhh if that's the case why call me out for an interview anyway?

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Tuesday, September 23, 2003

Here comes another Hurricane


Ahhhhhh is been almost a week since I last blog.
Busy busy again. I guess it is more of a habit on whether I really want to blog or not.
You know the saying goes, If there's a will there's a way.


Ok Shell interview wAs OKKk , I think I out talked myself, it was basically a one to one interview with a HR officer.

Will be busy this coming weeks as if i did pass my interview our be called on the second filter/interview next week which happened to be my project as well, to oversee a 6 day stay of HK leos in Malaysia. This includes transportation, accomodation ,entertaintment and also duties.

This Saturday im one of the co-organizer to prepare a 100 kids from form1-3 around PJ area and explain to them a bout Sex, This is a project under Brats. So is busy busy busy.

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Wednesday, September 17, 2003

Da time in between storms

Finish moi interview in Vsouce that spend a 6 hours gruelsome ordeal that includes maths,english,aplitude and psychological test, single and group interview and grouppresentation. Will talk more on that later.

For tomorrow I have another interview, it will only be just an interview hopefully.
around 2 hours so it deffinitely won't be as bad as 6!!! .

on other matters...whummmm whummmmmmm feel like Zzzing.

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Monday, September 15, 2003

dA MOment

Ughhhhhh attended 2 farewell parties for people leaving to england to study!!! because of them wil lbe at the KLIA 2 waittttt 3 times since the first time will be me sending off my jap god brotheR!!!!
ughh busy busy sleepy, drank two days in a role for two separate farewell party,, ah ahh bad bad bad for health especially on the liver. nope wasn't drunk. The advantage of having a non-color changing face after drinking alchohol is to pretend you are drunk and observe what other people who are drunk act.
An eye opener i wouldsay.


back to reLITY, MY JOB INTERVIEW AND ASSESMENT for Vsource international is tomorrow, hopefully i'll do well. .i hope (gulps) and 2 days later my job interview for Shell. Yup yuppo two mondo biggo comapnies interview, not only interview (single and group) but also TEst..Yeeek hate to testo, last test i took was in May for my final year final exam. Now sad to say I think I've returned most of my knowledge to moi professors in place for Fun fun fun and sleep debt for the past 2 years!!!!

AGhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wish me luck!! ^_^
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Thursday, September 11, 2003

Busy Busy Busy

Whummm m who to guess that when you're bumming around you can get this busy?

first off my jap god brother is in town till tuesday, that means i'll be his personal tour guide and translation around KL during most of my time.
not to mention this saturday i got 2 farewell party simultaneously for 2 people but AT DIFFERENT PLACE AGhgHGgghhgHGHhgHghGHghHGhgHgHGhGhGghhgh

Not to mention I have an interview on tuesday that will last for 6 hours!! (and they don't provide tea or lunch)

so tireDdDDddd need to et my portfolio in order,, my text books are sitll in holiday in a ship somewhere in the pacific ocean on the way to a local post office.

ughh now need to write resume to IBM and finish another Leo report..

Yes that's a life of a full time bummer.
sort of ;)

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Tuesday, September 09, 2003

Yay Yay Got interview


Wooooooooooo WOooooooooooooooooo I got an Interview from Vsource International, one of those muchos big company. The secretary gal told me that the interview and assessment will be from 8am to 2.oopm, Very Very long session that includes group,individual and technical assesment.

UgHhHhHhHH might not survived, been out of books and studies for a long time!!!

Oh well see how it goes, my master application still stands and they don't have to know it :)P.

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Sunday, September 07, 2003

da Aftermathbr




Uggggggh tired ughhhhhhhhhhhhh wasted(as in tired not drunk) Ugghhhhhhh need zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Not like next week gonna be less busy.

Ugh will promise to put picturess..when im more awakeeeeeeeeee...


Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Saturday, September 06, 2003

mORE ON mOI B'daY!


WEeeeeeeeeeeeeee YeaHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm on Sugar and coke high!!!
2 b'day celebration down , one more to go!!!!

First one with old classmates from jobballying jakun katarete high school, everyone basically the same eventhough some of them haven't seen each other in 3-4 years!! So moi b'day was sort of an unofficial class of 98 gathering for moi class. Tambah tambah assorted leo and Brat friends from da OuG sector except Da OuG for she's in Oz(aus). Makan makan and took photos.


Second one just yesterday, went we Leo people, makan cake, mamak again and open A (braced yourself) A scottish whiskey packaged in new zealand and sol exclusively only in Perth!! Yup the 1.5 litre of whiskey named the "Golden grouse" made all of us unavailable to drive home (Yup we emptied da bottle) and hanged out in a friends place and drink chinese tea while watching the really drunk people talk about their drunk stories

p/s It's one thing hearing other people drunk stories while the listener and storyteller are sober, it's another thing when both sides are not sober. eg.. a drunk guy talking about what he did last time when he was drunk to a drunk audience..

MOoooooooOoooooooooooooOooooooooooooooooo

Tomorrow last batch with Brats,,, I'm *PooF* need to ZzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Oh new Computer game ,1942 (aqctually quiete old) ROcks!!

ohhh and someone commented that my Javascript "Fade to black" function (that's what the technical name of the flash white to black thingy at the beginning of my blog is called) is COOL. Thanks!! ^_^. Well you can actually see the source code by clicking on view source code on the browser if you want it. JUust give me some credit if you use it in your homepage.
It's mighty long though . (There's a story behind this, of how we accidently develop the fade to black code but that's for another day)

Now onwards to Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Wednesday, September 03, 2003

My b'day


Yay Yay My B'daY!! Enough said,

got an appointment tonight for old high school mates and some friends who lives nearby!!

should have another appointment with the leo this friday and Brats on saturday or sunday.


Whummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm nahhhhh forget about it , (his mind started to drift)
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Tuesday, September 02, 2003

I'm Back!!!!


Hello world. I'm Back!!!. Yes Independent day of my country? (Yawnssss) ok what, first time in Putrajaya, my cousin marched in it as a corporate employee.

For me? ATE ATE ATE ATE ATE ATE ATE ATE ATE and now I got to write a lot,LOT"s of STUFF!!!!!!!!!!

stuff are still bugging my mind, nope I was even remotely close to being transparent in Penang...whummmmmm.

On other issues maybe it's all for the best.

On working issue, Shell requires me to write 5 essaYS!! AGhgHghHgHgHgHghgg that's as bad as applying for a master in the States.

On Leo issue, I don't give a damn anymore. Felt so saturated, need to branch out and join other orgs

On academic issue, those master uni's in the States are sure one bunch of slow-pokes, make up your mind already or I"ll be applying to Unis in AUS since those really hungry uni prof in the recent edu fare seems to want me.

On issue myself I might be getting older, doesn't really feel that way, I think I grew older in the states in a week if compared to a year back home.
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