Short Comings
It is surfice to say that I'am officially depress but who cares anyway. The change of life the short comings before and the recent event that spark it all. Maybe because it reminds me of my mortality and how fragile life is especially towards the ideal dream and future I hold so dear.
Biggest misconception everyone has here and over there is that Daryan is more or less invulnerable. Whumph Yah right, only God is invulnerable and I'am not even close to that image. It maybe that the Green Eye monster has got me that I was bested at my own game,or maybe just the condition of losing out to someone has spaek it. Who knows, why bother I'll deal with it. ALONE. Like I always have Like I always do. Why? DEAL with it. Something are better left alone in the Shadows, for it may not be same in the Light.
So what's new? My whole current life is now revolved around the Leo organization and Brats with a minor influx of old school mates which tend to be in one or both of those organizations as well. My whole weekend has been booked by the Leos from morning to night, what happened to life? Maybe it's time to go low profile and approach greener postures .. but is the really always greener at the other side or does it only seem to be greener? Good luck philosophers on that.
I got to admit one thing though. I'm very fast in getting updated and fitting right in again, is asthough I never left to the states 2 years ++ ago and a few Lions can ovuch for that. But I do admit I'am not like the "Ancient" ones whom people had been branding me. So read my mind what I'am thinking about, read me like a book if you please , if you can, it saves me a lot of explanation. But by reading me like a book, how would you know that it is not what I want to potray to you of what you think that I'am? Whummm ponder over it. I forsee a lot of wine drinking this saturday with the ancient ones...whumm I wonder will that person come.
Another issue at hand. I will and I promise I will if god is willing, if my endless sins of yesteryears and future circumstantial sins be forgiven by the lord. With all situational criteria falling inplace. I promise then it will be known. For now I'll let them talk, I'll let them gossip, I'll let them mock, I'll let them laugh. For when and if I truly return I promise it'll be so smooth it would be the same as having your neck slit by a dagger while in sleep. Only the lord knows when the time is right and if I'll actually be given it.
On the day there was Light, so was the birth of Shadows.